B.O.A.T.S: I AM NOT COOL

1. My voice shakes, you might not notice but after a while you will hear it. Its been there since I was a little child and it still creeps in once a while. This bothers me a lot.

2. I am razz! Seriously I'm the razzest person that ever existed! Only a few people have experienced my razzness to the fullest but when it comes to being razz I'm uncool.

3. I think my secondary school turned me into an inconfident freak. I'm very cautious about everything, i would love to shoot YouTube videos or even run or co-host a radio show but I already believe I will gbagaun.

4. I don't cream my body and I have the worst hair/skin care regime which is actually nonexistent by the way.

I'm super lazy domestically and because of that i wear rumpled clothes, pile up my laundry and starve myself.

5. I'm extremely shy, I hate waiting on people or being idle. I always make sure my clothes have pockets when I'm going for events that involve networking because pockets are confidence builders and sometimes I fake phone calls when I'm idle

6. I keep away from friendships and people because I have a short fuse, I'm easily misunderstood and I have a controversial tendency: I like to speak my mind, defend myself and my friends and most times I get blamed for things I didn't do which is what really led me to cutting off a lot of my friends, running away from new friendships and staying on my own. With this the thought that I will end up alone always creeps in and in some way I believe it

7. I don't like to try new shoes in front of people because I'm very uncomfortable with the size of my feet. i'm a size 41.

8. I find it hard to talk about sexual intercourse or even call it in its three letter form except I'm referring to gender. I have a strong believe about what the bible says about it and it scares me.

9. I'm scared of falling in love because that takes trust and that's the biggest issue for me. It will take a lot for me to trust and believe that someone will always be there because I have realized that people always leave.

10. I failed in an area of my life a while back and that keeps haunting me. I'm one of those people who think failure is a weakness.

I self-doubt and get anxious over everything this is a good thing sometimes because it make me a perfectionist of some sort and a bad thing because it makes me run from new things.

p.s i was tagged by my friend/photographer Tife. hope you had a nice read? what makes you uncool?