THROWBACK THURSDAY X COSMIC INSPIRATION ; RATHER SEEM X RATHER BE09/01/14

" You may turn into an archangel, a fool or a criminal - no one will see it. But when a button is missing - everyone sees that".

Erich Maria Remarque

on instagram today i found the most hilarious picture of olivia ( @oliviabosschick) about single people that felt like my sub, it was about complaining about being single and not taking time to make an effort to socialize.

i go through this unconscious phase where i become extremely anti-social, no twitter, no instagram pictures of myself, no bbm pings from me and no phone calls (both recieving and dialling) either and unluckily i have been in that phase for about a week or so now. God help me.

back to instagram...

if you read my self expression post here you would notice that my 2013 lessons 3 stated:

it’s okay to be jealous of other people’s lives from their instagram pictures...

let me take time to explain that self convenient statement, earlier in 2013, i would see people post picures of their expensive shoes, their beautifully decorated meal that they had at a luxurious hotel in an away from home destination in one of the countries i wish i could travel to. i will sit down and get depressed, i remember telling IFUNANYA ( who as refused to follow this blog) how instagram always made me depress, i will lament and still go back to check my timeline..lol

Right now though, i have managed to transfer my anger and resentment into pure JEALOUSY.

i love this new aproach because unlike most people with 

THE DESIRE TO SEEM RATHER THAN TO BE, I WILL RATHER BE THAN TO SEEM.

So everyday now when i go on instagram i remember that my not being able to post fancy pictures with the heaviest makeup and longest weave is the price for living a real and rewarding life.

Ask yourself if you would rather be or seem?

 this outfit is inspired by the two cosmic pieces i have in my wardrobe...

cheers to the almost freaky weekend

xoxo

Mako Desola

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