HATISTIC x SABOTAGE

Sabotage? you wonder what I mean.
I mean the constant call of negativity and constant negative energy you send into something you are doing but would rather not be doing that ends up leading to sabotage.

Well thats what I have been doing with my 8 to 5 work, its not that I don't love it or adore and look up to my bosses and where I work but I just would rather be working at a more defined structure. A place where you know who is who and what is what and Lastly a place where I love all I do and I grow each day.

What would I rather be doing? well Fashion and Creative Directing with an infusement into Mass Media.
I recently sabotaged my job unknowingly and its hanging unto a thread that I feel like even if I get pulled up I would probably unlatch the needle and fall of...see yet another sabotage.

What I would like to say is that If you ever feel as though you want or need to sabotage something so as to get the required strength to walk away or leave, then maybe unlike me you should do the needful and just take one step out of it right now.

I understand that there are ways we justify holding on to what we don't want, like its hard I have tried, our family members would be disappointed, our hearts would be broken, our pockets would cry and we will be taking steps back from where we presently are at, but really is there anything in life that ends well that wasn't scary in the first place?
is there any easy decision?
Also remember that comfort and length of time is even a stronger means of justification.
what you have to do do quick.

as we start this weekend take your time to reflect on the things you are indirectly sabotaging and draw out a proper plan to do the bold thing by saying good bye.

I'm wearing

Top: Mr Price

Pants: Bibire Designs

Sunglasses: New look c/o Zainab of Zee's zone

Hat: Aliexpress

Shoes: City Classified via Balogun Market

Watch: Michael Kors

Accessories: Balogun Market

PHOTOGRAPHY|| Zee