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HOW YOU DOING?

Still figuring things out.

no motivation!

just some OOTD pictures and some of my words and rants from my phone's notepad  and my  tumblr to say hi and share what as been going on in my mind/life!

Self discovery is a topic that I hold dearly; maybe because I have been spending half of my time trying to figure out what I am all about. I often wonder if you do the same. Lost in thoughts trying to figure out what I do perfectly or in a close case almost effortlessly but the truth is nothing really comes to mind.
I have been on a journey trying to discover myself for years now and while I'm still on the journey, I have found things I love to do that maybe I am not the best at or even qualified for that have given me great fulfilment and joy and I guess that's a self discovery.

“ The way it is so easy not to matter anymore. The way it’s so effortless not to even care. The way friends become foes And enemies become allies. It baffles me, I’m against it. ”

 Remember to LOVE yourself.

I’m sure sometimes you forget to

I do too ”

Spent 3 years trying to forget you
spent 3 minutes falling in love with you.
You became my soul mate and all those soles meant nothing anymore
Maybe I’m just not meant to forget you.
Maybe I’m just suppose to keep loving you.”

“ Wish I was a happier and more optimistic human ”

“ Beers and Cigars and then you start to spill.. ”

It was the shower that washed away my teardrops My little drops that came from the ocean of sadness and heartbreak in my heartLooking back now I get why talking about it is so difficult to do.The most vulnerable part of my lifeI still shed tears when I'm with someone else.The fear of breaking the already broken part of my life.                  I wonder how long it takes to be fixed.I still feel broken, it's been years and I'm still stuck, broken and damaged.That's another reason I keep mute, I keep wondering how long is too long.
I remember that my book of words, all the pages got filled with sad words explaining what I felt, trying to describe the vacuum, the emptiness and the betrayal I felt.Even now no word as come close to describing exactly how confusing all these feelings have left me.

Crop Top: asoebi made by byge, see here

wrapper: by greypixie line, see complete look here

shoes: new in

accessories: old, see here

pictures were taking yesterday the 13/7/14

words written on random days in random moods describing random feelings in my random life.

lastly, loose hope and disappoint GOD!!!